I know that avoiding and ignoring reality isn't the right thing to do but I simply cannot get myself together. I am aware of the fact that no one will help me but myself and that I need to work hard if I want a future. These thoughts never leave my mind but it can be so hard to face every day life. Though I don't think I'm being entirely honest here. I am afraid of what is ahead of me. I am not prepared. I haven't done everything I could. I haven't used my time wisely. At the end of the day it's all my fault.
They say that you need to pinpoint the problem before you can deal with it. Here it is, loud and clear but how do I solve it, that I do not know. Starting from tomorrow I will have to face reality, I will have to deal with the things that I have been avoiding and there is no going back.
Пришло время спуститься с небес на землю. Главное, не жалей об упущенных возможностях и времени, которое не вернешь. В конце концов, если ты будешь смотреть назад, то ты сама себя будешь тормозить. No regrets they say; promise yourself not to regret anything.
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